雄兔腳撲朔，雌兔眼迷離。

『  雖然我甚至親耳聽見釘子釘進她的棺木蓋子的聲音，卻無論如何都無法適應她已經不在人間歸於虛無的事實。』
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　            
                                                                       －－挪威的森林／村上春樹


去看你。
我早就知道你並不在那裡面，這是我最忍受不了的事。

記清明，２００８。



Rachael Yamagata - Sunday Afternoon





it's a choice
to stay
it's a dream
and i wanna wake

you have blood on your hands
and i'm feeling faint
and honey
you can't decide

i'm a drug
you don't wanna give up
smoke your cigarettes
make your love

you poured blood in my heart
and i can't get enough
i'm drowning, drowning
and you can't decide

it's not about geography, or happenstance
you need to fly, and take a chance
you don't need to soar to emptiness
float on high and forever dance alone

you're scared, scared, scared
'cause i feel like home

hear your voice
knew right away
if you were here
your eyes would say

there is blood on my feet
as i'm walking away
the rivers are red
it's starting to rain

i'm not gonna live for you, or die for you
or do anything anymore for you
'cause you leave me here on the other side
won't you leave me here on the other side
...
not gonna live for you, or die for you
or do anything...
not gonna shed one more tear for you
...
at least not 'till sunday afternoon